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On the second full-length album Stillife keeps on developing their basic darkwave direction. The music and lyrics are still full of the same symbolism and shadowplay. Listening to "Remembrance" you will find some amazing moments such as the remix of "Only Silence" made by Endraum, samples from Tarkovsky's "Solaris" movie and plenty of melancholic viola passages.


released October 3, 2003

Recorded, mixed & mastered at "Swanse" Studio, Rostov-on-Don, 2003
Engineered by Igor Koropovsky
Written, performed & produced by Stillife
Artwork & design by Konstantin Viktorov
Photos by Konstantin Viktorov, Sergey Scherbakov, Stan_I., M.S.


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Track Name: Disillusions
My dear lonely friend
I’m here by your side
The time we have to spend
The tears we have to cry

My most hated foe
I’m here with you at last
So let the hours flow
This night belongs to us

The witness of my fear
The envoy of confusion
Another dawn is near
Another disillusion

The early birds awake
With twitter of delight
One final step we make
And drown in morning light
Track Name: The Wait
Alone... along the silent streets
Where shadows strangely fall
I smell the rusty burning leaves
I'm waiting for the call

And then I suddenly forget
All that I've kept inside
The sadness and regret
The years left behind

I wait for you to call
I'm searching for relief
But with every drop of rain
I'm loosing my belief
Track Name: SunChariot
I take a ride inside my SunChariot
I’m leaving now too far...
I’m running fast inside my SunChariot
Through the night, ahead the shining star

I take a ride inside my SunChariot
Into the journey that will never end
I’m running fast inside my SunChariot
Back from the past, towards the Promised Land

I will forget their faces
I’ll never see these walls again
It will be warm and quiet there
But feel so badly without you
Track Name: Fragile
I thought I was not the one
To make you quit or go on
Still begging on my knees
To summon the past

Now I'm not the one
To turn back time
To save a single moment
Of your happiness

Last kisses are not enough
Letters won't make you stop
All that dust in the eyes
Won't make the hearts forget

Running after your train
I feel this trail is over for me
'Cause I thought I was not the one
To make you go on

So full of rainy romance
This world fails to survive for us
Tender like the old movie
Fragile like the finest glass
Track Name: We Used To Be
We used to love
We used to be lonely...and in love...
We used to be alone...
We used to be in love
Track Name: Nothing's Left
Don't look at me
I'll never be the one to feel
The coldness of your eyes
The emptiness inside... forgive
How could it be?
We never had a chance to live
The happy times are gone
There's nothing left for you
There's nothing left for me

No one's to blame
You clutch hearts tight
And only inner voice
Says everything right
Wonders hide into darkness
When love turns to sorrow
We become dumb
Making beloveds go

When the heart is broken
Still the embers burn
When the words are spoken
There is no return
When the memory is calling
Still it brings the pain
When the tears are falling
In the pouring rain
Track Name: Remember Me
When I leave this world
Listen to my song
Read my rhyme
No matter how long
I let you kiss my lips
For the last time

Remember me
It's all I ever needed
Remember me
All I suffered for is completed
Remember me
My hidden thoughts are yours
Remember me
All I leave on the earth for you

The joys and fears
I entwined in these lines
Will ease your woe
Just open the pages
But spill no tears
Let it all go
Track Name: Atem der Vergangenheit
Er fühlt, dass dieser Augenblick
nie sterben wird
Er glaubt, dass diese Liebe
Ewig ist
Dieser Man lebt in der Vergangenheit
Am Sommerabend
bis zum Ende des Lebens geblieben
Die Zeit hielt an diesem Tag
Der letzte Abend stahl dieses Leben

Die Seelen der schönsten Tage
Vernebeln diese Eitelkeit
Was uns weiter leben lässt
Ist Atem der Vergangenheit
So suess wie Blumenduft
So wunderbar

At the edge of the summer
I hear your voice
I see your smile
It’s time
For all the birds to fly
With all tears I cried
And all love will die
Track Name: Flowers In The Puddle
No particular season
Time’s not running here
Strange place...
Flowers in the puddle...
It’s over